Picasa 3.0 正式出炉

Picasa 3.0 (out of beta!)

自从有了相机之后，才发觉Picasa真系好鬼实用，要好好研究下啊！

不过目前的首要矛盾已经转为硬盘空间不够，这个也是相片大量增加所激发出来的，就像挤气球，按下一处，会在另外一处突出来的……

尷尬

剛才比較尷尬，回住處時遇到一個外國老頭子，他問我路，我一聽，也沒怎麼思考就說："I live in there. Follow me"，
走了一段，無意中瞄到一個門牌號，大鍋，帶錯左，他那時開始有疑問啦，"Is it opposite?"。
最終都送翻佢過去準確的目的地，幾鬼唔好意思啊
我正想講句"I'm sorry"，他連講幾聲"Thank you"，比較尷尬……

在 Gmail 中插入 Calendar 和 Docs

Official Gmail Blog: New in Labs: Calendar and Docs gadgets

Gadgets 這些小東西的滲透力可是相當的強，現在網絡的應用模式下不僅僅可以將信息聚合，連應用程式都可以聚合，互相滲透，整合，不知不覺之間，新的事物就誕生了。

進展緩慢

今天學會了一些事情

首先Cache是應該更加小心使用的，特別是我這種cache初哥，cache是需要有必要先分析應用場景再考慮使用什么cache。

修改程序時即使有testcase也不是100%保證的，僅僅是保證了某個應用場景下的需求，如將本來有強制fetch的方法變成lazy，在自身的testcase里面是不會有問題的，因為那個case一點都不關心那個屬性是一個proxy還是entity，但是使用到它的其它程序會關心這個。

在WebSphere上配置帶XA的 JMS Connection Factory
沒有想象中簡單，一直在報看了也沒有頭緒的錯……很是郁悶，有必要在認真研究一下那個東西，如果有個高手帶一帶就好叻！

雖然現在提可能有點早，但是我覺得我們做的系統是有某種內存管理問題，很直觀的就是運行一段時間之后，所占用的總內存會相當的高，這是我目前所不能理解，也沒有太多頭緒，不過是必須得解決的問題，目前項目是緊張的，每天都在為了滿足用戶幻變的需求而奮斗著，有時覺得效率真的不夠，開發人員之間的默契還沒有起到應有的作用，經常會發現有重復勞動，扯皮，主次不分，有時真的很厭倦將某些小問題提出來討論，而且大家都不當回事，總說不會有問題的，但什么情況下不會有問題呢？

想不通了，就睡覺吧……

老外的中文课

老外的中文课

ear Tim,

shall by too dull doll by too jack won,

dolphin long can Jim shall by too low,

shall by too when dull low, doll car low,

dolphin long doll Ham Eason

“more power!”

老外上中文课的笔记。下面是中文课文。
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一天
小白兔到大白兔家去玩
大灰狼看见小白兔了
小白兔闻到了，躲开了
大灰狼大喊一声
莫跑！

新相机

想买相机想了很久，终于可以在十一假期结束这个怨念了。

其实我对相机没什么研究，也没花多少时间去研究，一直认定了佳能，也只打算买个入门机，对那些具体的参数的了解也仅限于表层，我觉得如果我开始对拍出来的照片不甚满意的时候，那就已经是到了该认真考虑的时候了。

这次选了一款外型一般的机子，A2000，其实就是喜欢那个6倍光学变焦，有着时下主流的1000w像素，3寸屏，吃2节AA，机身不算大但按钮不少(现在都开始流行触摸屏的了)。它变焦时申申缩缩的，而且还有很低的吱吱声。它外形简单，但内里一点都不简单，有很多的手动设置，自动模式下对普通光线、角度环境下是够用了，但美好事物的分布并不那么集中。相机一到手，在试机的同时也开始学习面对不同的环境进行拍摄。

嗯，在未来的日子里，我们一起见证那些美好时刻啦！

A Routine Conference

Today the routine conference cost me about one and a half hours for
listening the voice from client and the testing result. After that,
there is one sentence I can't kick it off, overtime if needed.
~!!-_-!!~

It seems that not all of us are ready for that. Client said they had
done some testing but cannot go any further cause the basic data was
not ready, and even they don't know all the details of the requirement
yet. And we are so busy to turn the developing phase to the testing
phase, handling so many trivial and unexpected stuffs, and implement
the new and reasonable requirement.

Such a busy day, but thank god, no overtime today.

After work, our team have a dinner in ShaoJiChuanCai which assume
belongs to childe Shao, :P. On the table, I finally figure out why she
fit in her job, :P. And we got a lot of messages about the project
which we are work on and future plan of our company. It sound good,
but you know, there is always a nice big picture.

Smile, smile again

Another busy day, but actually I have no idea what am I busy for.
Trivial stuffs show up one after another, just freak me out.

I try to smile today, cause somebody said that when you smile, you'll
be happy. It seems to make sence. So I smile, and then smile again. It
make me feel better, energy rise up again. Open my eyes, open my mind,
the world looks different today.

I can't not believe that the upset feeling could last so long, but it
really did, and may come up again if I am still hang in there
watching what i am interest in but cannot go deep and doing what i
could not take control of. So clinging am I. I could not even make an
response while PM said that I should spend more time on flex and take
over it as soon as possible. The only response is smile. As I said,
time is limited, when you are busy doing something, you could not get
enough time for the others.

So we have to choose.
I chose keep smile...

Time is Limited

Ah, OT, again!!

Althought they (the client) are facing to us with smile, the air still
make me uncomfortable. I very don't know why should I join that
conference. They are fast and impatient in the UAT phase, and actually
we are not so ready for it.

Just today, I had tried to package the war file and deploy it to the
UAT server for more than 3 hours but failure. We use Teamcity as the
auto daily build tool, and the production package tool. It was so
disoperative, just reporting the error, like could not connect to the
SVN, and ignore all the updates we had committed for a long time. And
finally, it detected the updates and rebuild, but with the wrong
version. Oh my God, what's wrong with you?

As a modern civilian worker, handling multitask is the basic function.
Dealing with Teamcity for the that war file, debugging mule and
hibernate for the bizarre problem cause by the XA transaction, coding
the message builder for interest list, stuck on that boring
conference, thinking about the how to handle the pixels in the
image...

Time is limited.

So Calm

I know it's sucks, but I can't being exciting since then, in another
word, being so calm now.

But what's the big deal? hey! let it go, boy, you got friends believe
on you, you got family stare on you, you got work to do, you got dream
to come true, you gotta to keep your life style, that's it.

Being calm is not that bad. I do not need time to cool down when the
critical questions came. Like the class cast exception case today(er,
yesterday), it was a bizarre bug. The symptom of it lead you to treat
it with the solution for the session problem, as we called it, but
actually, it's not a session problem, we already got spring security
to take care of the secured session, but we haven't configurate it
perfectly. And the solution for that bug is a few configuration. But
that's the beginning of nightmare, bugs came out one by one. I'll be
freak out soon if I'm normal, thanks to the calm status.

And the calm make me feel nothing about the OT, I usually hate to do
that because I think most of them are unnecessary and inefficient.
Maybe this time is different, I do have a lot of bugs to deal with.

Absolutely, I'm under controlled by my endocrine system. The question
is, should it be?

Clinging

I'm feeling nothing, er, better than upset.

When I felt upset, friends came up and asked what happen. Despite not
all stuff I could explain clearly, it's quite subtle, you guys all
seem to know about that, being sophisticated on that, and tell me
that's the way the earth rotates around the sun, and I should not
being stuck in that lousy stuff.

Thanks everybody. I'm OK.

I just telling the true feeling I have had, original from my endocrine
system. That's right, you can't get everything you want, but you can
get something through your struggle. I'll keep going on my original
way, which I believe its the best way I should do for this project,
and handle the assignment at the acceptable level.

Feel Upset

这两天由于工作上的事情搞得心情很不好，与往常不同的是，这次是在累积进行一次大的火山喷发，累积的时间不算太长，就是清算系统项目开始之后的这一段时间，因为我实在是无法一下子接受那些事情，虽然早有预感，但是也不知道已经明示暗示过多少次了，结果还是一样。

也许大家都认为这样是自然和合理的，但为什么都不愿意去倾听一下我自己的意见，为什么不去了解一下为什么我会认为那是不自然和不合理的呢？为什么我曾经在那方面发挥不错，就应该继续做下去，要知道情况已经发生变化，事情其实已经发展到不是我可控范围的程度。为什么我在其它方面的大量的前期投入都不足以说明我的目标方向。

发展中，我始终处于比较被动的状态，在积极的靠近目标的同时，但又被排挤在外，并被卷入并不想多涉足部。每次我都以最快的速度完成手头上的工作，希望下一个会是我所感兴趣的，但事实却始终比较戏剧化，一次又一次，似乎离我的预想越来越远，终于有一次忍不住不用暗示而是直接说了出来，得到一次"调换"的机会，而这时我才发现原来已经晚了，不过怎么也算接触上了。而现在情况又继续恶化，虽然声称后面还有机会，但谁说得清楚呢，我更怕的是历史重演，至此我发现自己是被困住了。我应该在开始就明示而不是暗示，而且也不注意那暗示是否有效果。

的确，工作上的事情，我其实不应该太介怀所做的是什么，应该关心是否把事情做好。不过，有兴趣的事情我可以超额完成，没兴趣的事情连合格都不保证，在这样一个基本自然定律的支配下，我当然是希望能做有兴趣的事情，而不是挣扎着把没兴趣的事情整合格。

这两天在情绪控制方面始终不太稳定，难以集中精神，而且容易暴躁。脑袋里面的啊Q则在不停的唠叨着，没事的，事情没有想象的那么糟的，凡是都有两面，应该积极地去应对新的挑战……

只不过到目前为止，还没能调整过来，不知道这个会持续多少天，因为现在有点不是理性那面可以完全控制的了，身体里面的化学物质所产生的郁闷感很清楚的告诉我，我不开心，是时候应该宣泄宣泄，好让自己重新聚气，以便投入工作。

新项目的进展

作为第二次参与J2EE项目，我可是第一次做些跟J2EE有关的开发，一开始心态上有点急，慢慢明白到急也是没用的真谛。

项目发展到现在已经快要进入到UAT阶段了，总体而言，没有第一个项目那样给我好大挑战的感觉，但是却接触（或者更加深入去接触）到很多东西，在亲手搭建的Ubuntu上进行的开发，认真地去了解maven（以前觉得用起来很不爽的工具），好好去看Spring,
Acegi Security (Spring Security), JMS(AMQ和IBM MQ), Hibernate,
Struts，还有Mule……

以前不是很清楚哪些东西时只是觉得自己不太了解，现在是感觉自己了解还比较肤浅，后面有些时间可以继续消化消化。

这个项目，不算大，但是涉及的内容不少，现在有点遗憾的是我做准备比较多，也是最渴望做而且有点想法可以做得更好的部分，最终只有很小一小部分分配到我头上，大概是沉默等待任务分配的必然结果吧，不过也不好意思提，因为任务都已经分给别人了，实在是不方便提。

希望后面UAT可以顺利啦……

Mozilla 10 岁啦!!

今天上去Mozilla看了下，A，原来Mozilla源码发放至今已经有10年啦，今天迎来了她的10周年庆典啊！绝对值得祝贺啦！Mozilla走过 来的这10年感觉真的不简单啊，从被IE击溃的Netscape中重生，一步一脚印，踏踏实实发展壮大。有句话是：创业难，守业更难。像Mozilla那 样坚守下来，还坚持做得更好的，我想这其中一定有某种强大的力量在支持着……

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猜不透……

我猜不透的东西很多，这是最近关于工作方面最猜不透的事情……

就我自身的经历而言，公司一开始是挺抵触Web2.0的开发方式的。我在起始做交行这个项目时，经验、技术等方面都嫩得不得了，但经……

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