Smile, smile again

Another busy day, but actually I have no idea what am I busy for.
Trivial stuffs show up one after another, just freak me out.

I try to smile today, cause somebody said that when you smile, you'll
be happy. It seems to make sence. So I smile, and then smile again. It
make me feel better, energy rise up again. Open my eyes, open my mind,
the world looks different today.

I can't not believe that the upset feeling could last so long, but it
really did, and may come up again if I am still hang in there
watching what i am interest in but cannot go deep and doing what i
could not take control of. So clinging am I. I could not even make an
response while PM said that I should spend more time on flex and take
over it as soon as possible. The only response is smile. As I said,
time is limited, when you are busy doing something, you could not get
enough time for the others.

So we have to choose.
I chose keep smile...